Emma had always assumed that everyone connected to Lucas wanted nothing to do with Sophie.
Now she was reading that one of them had asked to see her.
I told Helena that Sophie was your daughter.
I told her that neither I nor anyone else could make decisions about your child's future without your involvement.
She gave me a photograph, her address, and a written message asking that I contact her if you ever wanted to speak with her.
I kept everything.
At first, I believed that showing you those things would bring unnecessary pain.
You were beginning to regain your confidence, and I wanted to protect that progress.
Later, when Sophie was older, I kept telling myself there would be a better time.
After another year, I said the same thing.
And then another.
Eventually, so much time had passed that I did not know how to explain why I had remained silent.